Home tomorrow.
Besides seeing my friends and family, I am excited for hot showers, warm clothes that fit well, cookies, cheese, driving, jeans, dresses, new movies, and the last few long summer days of the season.
I haven't really thought much about leaving Peace House, I think I will be sad if I do. I wish I could have had more time here, because around here it is so hard to accomplish much in two weeks. I will be sad to say goodbye to many of the students, not necessarily because I am really close to them, but because I wish I had time to get closer.
As I prepare to leave, lots of people have asked me, "will you come back?"And the truth is I have no idea. I would love to come back when the time is right, but I don't know when that time will come. My time here in Tanzania has made me a lot more comfortable with the unplanned, the disorganized, and the flexibility of living hour by hour... Something I've been trying hard to learn for a long time. I hope beyond all hope that those lessons will stick with me.
When I came, I was hoping for a little clarity for the next step of my journey. It doesn't really start for a year, but the reality is if I want to be doing something next year, I need to know within the next few months. The good news is I have some direction and very little anxiety. I think I said this on a different blog a little while ago, but one of the things I learned from working through Exodus earlier this summer, is that God is always faithful, but his faithfulness very seldom looks the way we expect it to.
Anyway, it's been a long day. I mostly just wanted to send one more post before I hop on the airplane. Thank you all, so much for not only sharing this adventure with me, but for truly making it possible. I may post in the weeks or months to come with some reflections on the trip if you want to stay tuned, otherwise I will see you in the States.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts as you've been on this physical (and emotional and spiritual) journey. It is our joy to be praying for you. Looking forward to seeing you soon!
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